Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Knowing God and His Word

Just got a King James Commentary for my KJV and lo and behold, that very night, Our Heavenly Father spoke to me through this particular chapter in Thomas Kempis " Of The Imitation of Chirst". A real timely reminder. Learning to know God's word well is good and should be practiced, but it can never replace a holy living. I would think one will know God better through simple obedience and faith in our lives rather than searching the scriptures and knowing it from end to end but does not obey.
Have we err when we put knowledge above obedience?
Have we confuse knowing the word of God as knowing the God of the word?

"Humble Conceit of Ourselves"

Every man naturally desires to know (Eccles 1:13) but what does knowledge avail without the fear of God? Better surely, is a humble laborer who serves God than a proud philosopher who, neglecting himself, studies the course of the heavens. Whoso knows himself well grows mean in his own conceit, and delights not in the praises of men. If I understood all things in the world and had not love ( 1 Cor 13:2), what would that help me in the sight of God, who will judge me according to my deeds?
Cease from an inordinate desire of knowing, for therein is found much distraction and deceit. The learned are well pleased to seem so to others, and to be accounted wise. There be many things. which to know does little or nothing to the soul. And he is very unwise, who is intent upon any things except those which avail for his salvation. Many words do not satisfy the soul; but a good life comforts the mind, and a pure conscience gives great confidence toward God.
How much the more and the better you know, so much the more rigourously shall you therefore be judged, unless your life has been the holier. Be not therfore lifted up for any art or science, but rather fear for the knowledge that is given you.
If you think that you know many things and understand them well, know also that there are far more things which you know not. " Mind not high things" (Rom 12:16), but rather acknowledge your own ignorance. Why will you prefer yourself before another since there are many more learned, and more skillful in the law than you? If you will know or learn anything profitably, desire to be unknown and to be esteemed as nothing.
The deepest and the most profitable lesson is this, the true knowledge and contempt of ourselves, and to think always well and highly of others. If you should see another openly sin, or commit some heinous offense, you ought not to esteem yourself the better; for you know not how long you shall be able to remain in good standing. All of us are frail, but you ought not to think anyone more frail than yourself.

A.W. Tozer quotes:

" The Scriptures, to be understood, must be read with the same spirit that originally inspired them. "

" The devil is a better theologian than any of us and is a devil still"

Another 2 good songs

Meaningful Lyrics, great sounding.

" O Praise Him" David Crowder Band

Turn your ear
To Heaven and hear
The noise inside
The sound of angels awe
The sound of angels songs
And all this for a King
We could join and sing
'All for Christ our King!'

How constant
How divine
This song of ours will rise
Oh, how constant
How divine
This love of ours will rise
Will rise...

CHORUS:
Ohh praise Him!
Ohh praise Him!
He is Holy!
He is Holy!

Turn your gaze
To Heaven and raise
A joyous noise
The sound of salvation come
The sound of rescued ones
And all this for a king
Angels join to sing
'All for Christ our King!'


CHORUS {2}

Oh la la la la la la..
Oh la la la la la la..
Oh la la la la la... laaa laa laa laaa!

CHORUS

How infinite and sweet
This love so rescuing
Oh how infinitely sweet
This great love that has redeemed
As one, we sing...

Hallelujah,
Hallelujah
He is Holy,
He is Holy (x2)


CHORUS

Oh la la la la la la..
Oh la la la la la la..
Oh la la la la la... laaa laa laa laaa!

Hallelujah
Hallelujah,
He is Holy
He is Holy

CHORUS

Oh la la la la la la..
Oh la la la la la la..
Oh la la la la la... laaa laa laa laaa laa!


" All The Earth" Parachute Band

Father
Into Your courts I will enter
Maker of heaven and earth
I tremble
In Your holy presence

Glory
Glory in Your sanctuary
Splendor and majesty Lord
Before You
All life adores You


All the earth
Will declare
That Your love is everywhere
The fields will exalt
Seas resound

Hear the trees’
Joyful cry
Praising You and so will I
A new song I’ll sing
Lord I will

Glorify and bless Your holy name


Glorify Your name


Glorify and bless Your name

Friday, May 20, 2005

Good song

This is a beautiful song. It paints a picture that I know I will see one day. My hope. The world's hope. Come, Lord Jesus. Come.
"Kings will surrender the crowns....... and worship Jesus."


" We all bow down " Kara

Princes and Paupers
Sons and Daughters
Kneel at the Throne of Grace
Losers and Winners
Saints and Sinners
One day will see His face

chorus
And we'll all bow down
Kings will surrender their crowns
and worship Jesus
He is the Love of God
yeah

Summer and Winter
The mountains and the rivers
Whisper the Savior's name
Awesome and Holy
A friend to the lonely
Forever His love will reign

And we'll all bow down
Kings will surrender their crowns
And worship Jesus
For He is the love, unfailing love
He is the Love of God

He's the Light of the world
and Lord of the cross

And we'll all bow down
Kings will surrender their crowns
And worship Jesus
And worship Jesus
And worship Jesus
For He is the love, unfailing Love
He is the Love of God
Oh, He is the Love of God
yeah
Oh, we'll all bow down
yeah

Thursday, May 19, 2005

Just a job?

Every day, I go to work. That pretty much make up like 11 hours of my day. I sleep like maybe 6 hours. So that gives me like 7 hours for anything else on a work day. Now, with this amount of hours spend at work, one might think that there's a payoff somewhere. That you sacrifice money for time. Interestingly, not the case. I earn minimum wage. Literally. I dare say I earn the least in the whole of my company and yet clock about the same or more hours. Even the receptionist (fact) earns more. Hell, after everything else, I get about the same when I was serving my national service and at least they provide lodgings and food. I may have gotten the same pay at my previous jobs but my payoff was that I had more time. This job gives me no cash and no time. It can get to you when your mind wanders and think " After ALL the hard work, I can barely make ends meet....." Thats the first issue of my job. Then, there's the unfavourable working conditions. Deadlines are impossible at times. Just this week, my efforts for a certain project over a few days (including a sat) are rendered almost useless just cause of bad judgment/management and through no fault of my own, still got to finish the project and meet the deadline. Boss can even call you in on a sat (though to be fair, they pay on sat) nonchalently, like I'm obliged to do it.( yes, the boss does not not come in on sat) Normal, you may say. Thats life. Well, I would say true, but it does not nullify the fact that one will and can get frustrated, agitated and discourage in these circumstance, no matter how "normal" it is.
Question you may ask: Is there a point to all these whining, complains and "bitching"? Yes. This is my point ......

This is my life. It can be a drag at times. But in the end, for whom and for what am I living for?
Answer: For the Lord Jesus Christ. For His glory. For my Father's will to be done in my life. No matter the circumstances in my life ( if I be honest, my troubles if i can call it that, are really nothing compared to many) I must learn to live for God's glory and for His glory alone. God put me in this job. He provided. I do not know the full reason why and I do not need to know. I'm at my present job cause God wants me there. In the end, its all a matter of obedience, a surrendering of my will to God and to say " Let your will be done". My heart might have a burden to do something else altogether, but it is not the Lord's time for me to do that yet. So I will learn to wait. To cultivate patience. It will be foolish and rebellious of me to do and be anywhere else. To be in my Father's perfect will, thats what I hope and pray at all times.
I believe that one of the reasons God wants me at my job is to learn how to raise above my circumstances with the help of the Holy Spirit . To learn to focus on Him even when the stresses and pressures of modern urban life sets in. To empathise and pray for those who walk the same path .To rest perfectly in His providence, to trust fully in His promises and to know that He loves me more than I will ever fully know. I need not strive. I need not fret. I need not worry. I need not fear and dread the circimstances in my life. I need not live a joyless life. I just need to obey. To know the source of my very being, is the Almighty Himself. The one who created the heavens and the earth, and nothing ever happens with out His soverign permission. Yes, He is more than enough. And I can give thanks and sing praises to the God who is faithful always.
I give thanks for the job I have. For the money, time and talent which God has bless me with. For my needs and more being met every single day. For the Lord giving me an increasing hunger for His word, for prayer, intercession for others. For His very presence in my life. For the privilage to be call a child of the Most High God.
When my flesh cries out "Injustice! Unfair! My job should be more than this" then will the Holy Spirit whisper " Remember your brothers,sisters and many others all over the world who has so much lesser? You are bless more than you imagine. Do not rant and strive any more. Rest in me and obey my will."
" Yes Lord. I will learn. I will be moulded by you, use by you for your glory and your glory alone. I surrender all. Give me your heart for I know how little of love, compassion, mercy and grace I have for the peple in my life. For the little perserverance, courage and faith I show in my life. I am a weak man. A great sinner. In your grace I live daily .I will eternally be grateful for all that you have done for me. For your kingdom. For your will. For your glory. Always. Amen."